FANTASY OVER REALITY

67928) First I was addicted to working out; then purging. After that came cigarettes and soon after came alcohol. And now I've relapsed. I just feel like it's never going to end and I'm so sick of killing myself from the inside out.

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:22:32 +0100

bueno: -poetic: Recipe for pushing people away by Amanda...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:17:00 +0100

-poetic:

Recipe for pushing people away by Amanda Katherine Ricketson

I wrote this at the beginning of the semester! I am adding it to my portfolio so I thought I would put it on here :)

i love this

This is my relationship in one whole recipe It would seem we’re pushing each other away..

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Fri, 24 May 2013 01:16:41 +0100

sexceptional: Jack wrote this, I only edited it :)

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:15:49 +0100

sexceptional:

Jack wrote this, I only edited it :)

thelovenotebook: EVERYTHING LOVE & PERSONAL

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:09:21 +0100

thelovenotebook:

EVERYTHING LOVE & PERSONAL

Wearing his jumper to bed because I'm a sad pathetic person who needs to grow up.

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:07:01 +0100

Oh and I’m childish.
And ‘not normal’.
And crazy.

I would give anything to rewind. To see him stare through my eyes and into my mind with an...

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:05:38 +0100

I would give anything to rewind. To see him stare through my eyes and into my mind with an expression of passion and desire. I miss that. I miss feeling wanted and feeling like i had a place. I miss those loving stares so much. I’m always thinking what did i do to him to make him stop looking at me like that?

thinly: self explanatory

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:03:05 +0100

thinly:

self explanatory

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Thu, 23 May 2013 01:01:51 +0100

THIS THIS THIS THIS!!!!!111

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:59:35 +0100

THIS THIS THIS THIS!!!!!111

these-times-will-pass: Love quotes? you will love this blog

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:57:48 +0100

these-times-will-pass:

Love quotes? you will love this blog

"I lost all interest in my schoolwork, friends, reading, wandering or daydreaming. I had no idea what..."

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:57:23 +0100

“I lost all interest in my schoolwork, friends, reading, wandering or daydreaming. I had no idea what was happening to me, and I would wake up in the morning with a profound sense of dread that I was somehow going to have to make it through another entire day. I would sit for hour after hour in the undergraduate library, unable to muster enough energy to go to class. I would stare out the window, stare at my books, rearrange them, shuffled them around, leave them unopened, and think about dropping out of college. When I did go to class it was pointless. Pointless and painful. I understood very little of what was going on, and I felt as though only dying would release from the overwhelming sense of inadequacy and blackness that surrounded me. I felt utterly alone, and watching the animated conversations between my fellow students only made me feel more so.”

- Kay Refield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind (via dulcetdecember)

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"You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be."

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:53:34 +0100

“You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.”

- Marilyn Manson (via dulcetdecember)

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kushandwizdom: Everything positive & personal

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:50:59 +0100

kushandwizdom:

Everything positive & personal

Everything collapsed today. I feel like I’m dead. Or numb. Or just going to break down at any...

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:30:37 +0100

Everything collapsed today. I feel like I’m dead. Or numb. Or just going to break down at any moment. But i know I’m good at holding it all in, and letting myself deal with things the only way i know how. But i know what being numb does to you. I know how it drags you down and fucks you up. But I’d rather not feel anything and face the consequences.